NOBODY´S HOME

Hoy no tengo un buen dia, creo que es la frase que mas me caracteriza desde hace un tiempo, pues bien, hoy tampoco lo tengo. Llevo mas o menos una hora llorando y escuchando una y otra vez la misma cancion.


I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

Creo que en el fondo, es como si yo ( mi nuevo, deprimido, triste y aburrido yo ), fuese quien canta e intentara rescatarme a mi misma ( esa yo que era feliz, alegre, YO!!!).

No se si esto sera suficiente para poder dormir hoy, pero creo que cada vez esta mas cerca el dia en el que haya que tomar decisiones, realmente solo una, o levantar la cabeza o hundirme para siempre. Si la eleccion es la primera, sera duro y habra que hacer muchos y dolorosos cambio. Si por el contrario, la eleccion es la segunda, creo que no durare demasiado, de todas formas, tampoco es que tenga demasiadas ganas de vivir.

I´M LOST INSIDE!!!! PLEASE HELP!!!!!